Through These Eyes

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Oh to be Wisdomless

That's right folks it's about 1 pm and I will soon be on my way to the dentist's office to have my teeth extracted (shout out to Brian). Last night I hadn't really thought about the events today would bring. Now I'm working on returning to that mindset. Ahhh Ewww Nooo.. Do I have to?! Haha. That's what I feel like right now as my stomach rolls around like a little kid obsessed with the somersault. My goodness.. can't I get this nervous feeling to go away!? My dad just called a few minutes ago, he's going along with me to my surgery. Haha. What a lovely way for him to see me...chubby bunny. I'm not being knocked out for this crazy surgery so I can only imagine what this is all going to feel like. When I was little I used to have my teeth pulled without being numbed so I think I can handle it. I just have to reach deep inside and rediscover my brave side. Haha. I think there was a Care Bear movie about this.. no, actually that was about tonsils. Close enough right? Okay.. enough of this it's time for me to go put on my shoes. I'm going to look like a bum going into this but socks and tennis shoes.. I'm just going for comfort today ladies and gentelmen. I really shouldn't have looked up the list of complications that can occur after this happens. I'll be paranoid! Haha. Ooh I'll take my mp3player..maybe they will let me listen to that.. some Mariah. Yep.. okay that will make it a little better. I have to go, wish me luck!!

Over, over, out.